GLUTTONY IS ALL OVER ME

I am chubby, I know. But i really can't stop eating! I love to eat! Everybody does and everybody needs but in my case, I overeat often. That is why I get bigger and bigger ever!

Every night, I feel seeking for sweets or sours and if I don't get any, I put myself together watching T.V. or read a book or even listen to my sound gadget to doze myself to sleep.

Sometimes, I hate myself to keep big amounts of money then spend some of it on foods such as junks and sweets but whenever i get to eat them, I feel alright and not guilty, though it's expected that I will be after I eat them all.

Right now that I'm posting this, sitting in my black, plastic chair, I feel my bra compressing my abdomen that I need to adjust it, move it around left to right occassionally. Then something pricks in my mind that this bra that I'm wearing doesn't fit like this last week! Oh my! This is crazy.

Anton is the dance instructor of my mom. He goes to a gym nearby the city which is affordable, cheap and the authorized personnels or instructors were fine and not rude to clients. So, mom thought that I must go to gym with Anton though I was actually the one who opened up the topic. We've decided to check on the place but still we haven't gone there yet because mom and Anton are too busy making their clothes (my mom is.. i don't know what to call it but she makes dresses).

I'd really love to go to gym. To give myself a little bit of chance of slimming, I really mean LITTLE! I don't trust myself about this thing but i keep on trying. Isn't that good to hear? I mean, read? The "keep on trying"? I know, I know, I'm terribly a TH. But who knows? I might get what everybody's been wanting in my whole life!

So there you go. I'll be wrecklessly trying to get slim! LOL

You better wish the best for me on this. To all the others that are simultaneously going through this situation same with me, go on! Do what you like but always respect the advices people around you is giving you (but it must be respectful too. If not, don't waste time on them).

Next time again! Wish me luck! I wish you all luck too in the field you are recently active!

One more thing, I'd be really glad if you leave me some comments! God bless!



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