COPY, PASTE, NEVER THANKS

"Mitch, let me copy!" This is always what I hear from my classmates in college, in two different schools. Still the same, nothing's changed.

What is it actually in me that they do that? Excemption of the "ANSWERS" huh. I think yes, it's always the answers. And then, it's all no thanks! Sucks, right? Then they'll be the ones who are mad at you because you won't let them copy again or when you do that angry gestures at them whenever they come close to you to approach the answers.

They're so unfair! But in fact, that's not good for them too. They won't know anything about our degree if they don't try to learn on their own. I always imagine their future based on what they're currently doing. All of them are images of them that are saying "I don't know". That is really something stupid. You don't know? How come you have your name printed on the diploma? You even bring the school to embarassment.

Sad to say, my friends also are doing the same thing. It really makes me feel mad. It's like they put their weights on my left shoulder, my right shoulder, my back, my right hand, my left hand and even my brain. That is so annoying! I want to tell them but I'm afraid to hurt them. Guess I should do it -- telling them it. But when? When is the right time to tell them?

This is so hard. Plus, we have this girl classmate whom my three friends hate -- they're all ex-friends now. That's sad. I once hated the girl, because I know what's going on. The thing is, now, I'm ok with the girl. We don't talk at school. She even tapped me goodbye at my shoulder last time when she's heading home. That was a shock to me, but I pretended to act normally. We even trade sms sometimes. Since I am the secretary of our class, I need to inform everybody as much as I can because it's my job. Surprisingly, I ignored that I've informed her once. Then she responded to my message. I grabbed that time the opportunity of asking her some2x. But I was disappointed. I never got the answers that I expected.

I guess, I'll let it go that way. Let everything cool down on its own way, not mine. I just wish so hard that they'll be ok.

Anyway, about the other classmates, I pray for them. Also, I pray that this madness I am feeling for them will go away soon. And they will change for the betterness.

:)

Posted by: Hectic Capiznon Bloggers 2009