PCO

I feel a little confident but I'm scared of what might happen. This exam is very important to me. It's the reason why I keep coming back to school in vacation time. My mother could have doubted me many times now but I don't have any choice. It is the real reason for it. She even tested me out - she sends me to school by her own self! She doesn't do that usually!

Now, I'm trying real hard to review stuffs for the PCO (Personal Computer Operation) exam. I only take a break when my eyea start to burn and my head aches. I don't know why but it feels like it's really important.

My reviewer makes me think always that he's already expecting me to pass and that's the cruelest thing of all. Others expecting for me. Maybe that's one of the reasons that I should study hard. I promise to do the best but please don't hate me if I fail the exam.

I wanted to be a passer but I don't expect too much. Sometimes, I feel pressures but all I do is ignore them, trying to forget that I am being pressured. That's hard, you know.

Plus, I was caught copying my classmate's work. Aaargghhh! I hate this feeling. I don't do that always! I was just forced because I don't want to be distracted with my review. But there it is. I was already caught red handed. Oh gosh. How can I get through this now?

I feel like very sorry to my teacher. I wanted to say sorry but at the way he confronted me, forget that! Hahaha, I don't like him anymore. Brruuuurrrr! I'll waste my time saying sorry to that (tooooot) man. Hahaha

Well, about the PCO exam, I really wish to pass the exam. If ever I pass, I'll dedeicate it to my mommy and stepfather, especially to my daddy. To my friends, teachers and relatives.

Wah, wish me luck!

Getting more nervous now!

DESERVING?

Actually, I don't want this feeling to fade away. But if ever it happens, I have no more choices, remember that I don't do the "FORCING" to my heart. But for now, I promise, I still love you. Hahahaha!

I never had missed any single minute thinking of you. You know, there's a song by Ciara that says, "If that boy don't love you by now, he will never, ever love you." I know, that sounds desperate and cruel, but I don't believe that.

My boys before let made me feel like I will never have a chance hooking up with him but says who? They end up running after me. But it's always that. Never got the right time. They always start to love me when I start to lose the feeling. Sad, right? But that's so true.

Well, none of them got me at all. I do the flirting but only to those who are quite deserving. Hahaha, naughty!

But for you, I wanna make you feel happier than ever. I don't know if you already had some girlfriends before but for sure, I will make it like the first - if you will let me love you.

Wanna give you all that kisses, hugs, stares, loves, cares, alls!!!!

YOUR TOUCH

I saw you from far, I felt joyful. Happiness overflowed inside me. I guess I have come back to you again and I'm happy with that.

Unfortunately, when I went outside to see you again, you weren't there. You were gone. What I felt, turned out to be the other way. So, I kept myself busy with things - me and my friends went to the registrar's office to claim our permits and clearance forms. And by the time we're going back to the campus, you were there. :)

Overjoyed, I came over to where you because you and your guys called me out. Haha! You don't know how happy I was that time! I sat beside you, talking to all of you, I can't stop but smile. I kept on laughing to your friends but secretly, that laughter had more meaning than that.

You even touched my face with your soft, elongated hands. I will never, ever forget that.

I always caught you staring at me whenever I stopped talking.

You keep on bringing some stories that I would never understand but I'm trying to.

I wish it will happen again, I mean everything. Get to some drinking together with our common friends and you.

You're so funny. You make me feel kilig all the time there.

Then I left. I left thinking that it will happen again some other time bacause I promise, I will treasure every bit of it.

Just walking back to the campus, felt like I left my body with you. I'm with you.

All is you.



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Posted by: Hectic Capiznon Bloggers 2009

INCOMPLETE?

I don't know why but throughout the day, I felt unhappy- around my friends, around my family, around people I don't know but familiar of their faces.

I feel incomplete in someway I can't find out what. Seems like everybody's making me angry. I seldom smiled and laughed today! And that's not me! This is so insane.



Posted by: Hectic Capiznon Bloggers 2009