PCO

I feel a little confident but I'm scared of what might happen. This exam is very important to me. It's the reason why I keep coming back to school in vacation time. My mother could have doubted me many times now but I don't have any choice. It is the real reason for it. She even tested me out - she sends me to school by her own self! She doesn't do that usually!

Now, I'm trying real hard to review stuffs for the PCO (Personal Computer Operation) exam. I only take a break when my eyea start to burn and my head aches. I don't know why but it feels like it's really important.

My reviewer makes me think always that he's already expecting me to pass and that's the cruelest thing of all. Others expecting for me. Maybe that's one of the reasons that I should study hard. I promise to do the best but please don't hate me if I fail the exam.

I wanted to be a passer but I don't expect too much. Sometimes, I feel pressures but all I do is ignore them, trying to forget that I am being pressured. That's hard, you know.

Plus, I was caught copying my classmate's work. Aaargghhh! I hate this feeling. I don't do that always! I was just forced because I don't want to be distracted with my review. But there it is. I was already caught red handed. Oh gosh. How can I get through this now?

I feel like very sorry to my teacher. I wanted to say sorry but at the way he confronted me, forget that! Hahaha, I don't like him anymore. Brruuuurrrr! I'll waste my time saying sorry to that (tooooot) man. Hahaha

Well, about the PCO exam, I really wish to pass the exam. If ever I pass, I'll dedeicate it to my mommy and stepfather, especially to my daddy. To my friends, teachers and relatives.

Wah, wish me luck!

Getting more nervous now!

DESERVING?

Actually, I don't want this feeling to fade away. But if ever it happens, I have no more choices, remember that I don't do the "FORCING" to my heart. But for now, I promise, I still love you. Hahahaha!

I never had missed any single minute thinking of you. You know, there's a song by Ciara that says, "If that boy don't love you by now, he will never, ever love you." I know, that sounds desperate and cruel, but I don't believe that.

My boys before let made me feel like I will never have a chance hooking up with him but says who? They end up running after me. But it's always that. Never got the right time. They always start to love me when I start to lose the feeling. Sad, right? But that's so true.

Well, none of them got me at all. I do the flirting but only to those who are quite deserving. Hahaha, naughty!

But for you, I wanna make you feel happier than ever. I don't know if you already had some girlfriends before but for sure, I will make it like the first - if you will let me love you.

Wanna give you all that kisses, hugs, stares, loves, cares, alls!!!!